Knitting

So I've fallen in love with knitting... more than crocheting.I know, tis shocking...

So recent finished projects....

A grey shirt for me. I followed the pattern, but i soon realized it would be too low, so I adapted it. And it was more of a crop top for my build... so i'm in process of adding a crocheted band.

Slippers galore 80)

wips (works in progress) and to dos

crochet edging for above grey shirt

pink dishcloth

2 pairs of slippers (in process of finding the perfect patterns for my boys 80)

the project of insanity -- a blanket...

a baby afghan

Gryffindor scarf

friend's shirt...


so this all will keep me busy for a few weeks. Hahaha...

Guinevere part 2

So I've been thinking more on this song. I heard it again yesterday, and i didn't mention another line that hits me.

"For as much as she stumbles, she's running.
For as much as she's gone, she's still here. '

This has described me in the past, and I must admit still describes a portion of me.

There's a portion of me that I keep so far away. It goes back to the mirage...

i'm getting better at this, in part due to selectiveness in who I allow close to me...

I am so thankful for my thoughts and for the peace that comes with pensiveness 80D

Guinevere

so i'm writing this on lunch on my cell, so i'll proofread and correct later.

for those that listen to country music, you may know a song called guinevere by the Eli Young Band.

Songs in general are subjective and they mean something different to everyone. this reminds me of who i used to be, not letting love in. not forgiving... and truly thats the key to love and peace - forgiveness.


'she says forgiveness aint nothing but a lifeless tire on the shoulder of her road that never rolls.'


i heard this song shortly after someone challenged me to forgive and let go. i cried so hard. the peace that comes with forgiveness, with being ok with the unknown is so amazing. ive forgiven but not like this...

This song talks about how this girl let one person in, he broke her heart and so no one gets to stay. I was that girl for quite some time... The walls that i have built around me have fallen to a degree. i'm still careful, which is necessary... but it's a step 80)

i have had issues trusting in dating relationships. trust is so imprtant... i'm ok with walking this road....


i am so grateful for the lessons i have learned in life. and i am thankful for those in my life...