The Answers

Sometimes, I want all the answers. I want to know why. I want to understand why something works and why it doesn't. I want to know all of the mitigating factors of issues and the cause of pain. I am entirely too inquisitive for my own good. Sometimes, I delve into my past. I wonder and I hold each piece seeing how it fits and why it worked out a certain way. I try not to what if in my life, but I do tend to want answers, at this point. I am working on that as well. When I hurt and am scared, I am working on embracing it and learning from the situation. When the past comes up, I handle it and give it to God. This is helping me a great deal!

Update: 4/21/2015 -- It's not that easy. I wish it was. Sometimes, we snatch that pain back... It's important to keep giving the pain, the hurt, the anger, back to God, but it takes a lot of work. I tell you, it's worth it... I work on not getting as upset now, which averts so much. A lot of that comes from my love of meditation. I work on getting back to calmness... That's a struggle too, but it's absolutely beautiful 8)